2021.12.07 18:46 trowawayxc New job - same sh&t
Just started a new job this week at a seemingly great company that has offices worldwide. I was excited about it until about today when my new boss started telling me with excitement how slammed we are going to be very soon so I should be enjoying the “downtime.”
I had about 15 calls with about 20 new people in the course of the last two days which was admittedly really exhausting. I haven’t really slept last night cause I was feeling very anxious and stressed. Everyone seems to be nice and friendly but I can already tell that the workload will be humongous.
I’m currently in grad school and pursuing my dream career and I’m super overwhelmed cause I don’t know how I’m going to do both.
I also don’t know how to put on this corporate robot persona so I can fit in and say all the right things cause all the higher ups are exactly that. Everyone else looks like that too plus overworked and it just mortifies me. I worked as a freelancer for the past two years after quitting another corporate job which put me in the state of severe depression and anxiety (to the point of frequent panic attacks) and I’m so scared that all of that will start coming back and I’ll get into the same defeating mental state.
I guess I’m just venting here cause I’m terrified. The company is very well known, the pay is pretty good, but I basically don’t know how to suffer through it until I graduate and get licensed which is 2.5 years from now. It’s like working as an aggressive sales prep while studying to be a yoga & meditation instructor which are two completely different worlds. And I’m terrified of tomorrow cause it’s gonna be several hours of back to back calls again and this whole corporate America enchilada that’s literally making me sick.
My parents and friends are ecstatic cause they think it’s an amazing opportunity but I feel like I’m starting to dying inside. I don’t know how else to put it, that’s exactly how it feels. I love grad school and, in contrast to this job, I feel like I absolutely belong there and already super excited about my future career.
Is anyone in the same boat? How do “rent yourself out” while working on a new career path and actually stay sane?
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2021.12.07 18:46 Thick-Board6373 F18 How do you feel about sunsets?
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2021.12.07 18:46 chaclaban Wonderful camping stove - FERA
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2021.12.07 18:46 igorski81 I updated one of my free (browser based) music making apps with all new sample synthesis features. For fans of the tracker interface.
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2021.12.07 18:46 Fabulous_Oil9265 I got this error message for the first time. Its the same phone, haven't changed any video settings or anything. It won't even let me select the video. How do I post now...?
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2021.12.07 18:46 1233username1233 privacy was never a option
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2021.12.07 18:46 Revolutionary_Ad6576 PLS CHECK OUT MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL...PLS SUBSCRIBE
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2021.12.07 18:46 paste42 What do the hints (highlighted spaces and arrows) mean in the CT-ART app?
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2021.12.07 18:46 Giraffe_Baker INCREDIBLE GOODISON SCENES AFTER DRAMATIC TURNAROUND! | TUNNEL ACCESS: EVERTON V ARSENAL
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2021.12.07 18:46 berkhigh Oh hello there
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2021.12.07 18:46 Hjkpst7 How do I tell my husband I’m not comfortable with our daughter sleeping over with family?
Throwaway account for reasons below My in laws want our 3 yo (f) to sleep over at their house with her three cousins, two of which are boys <10. We haven’t been around the boys much because their parents moved to the northeast (across country) for 5 years. I’m very uncomfortable with the idea because I was SA by a cousin at a young age. A cousin I was close to and had spent plenty of time around growing up. No one knows about my SA and I don’t want to change that. It will cause me too much trauma to bring it up. However when my husband pressed me on the issue I didn’t know what to say. He doesn’t want to upset his mom. Do I just come out and say children are much more likely to be molested by family than strangers? It seems so harsh. But also my trauma has dramatically affected my life and I would do anything to keep it from happening to my daughter. My husband’s family also has a history of being aloof to member’s personal issues.
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2021.12.07 18:46 fjkate Where can I resell tickets to Mozart's Light Show?
2021.12.07 18:46 AStitchInThymeSaves9 A Christmas Snowglobe Gift!
2021.12.07 18:46 Jyobachah 2/20 Java skill gloves PC, SC
2021.12.07 18:46 Tiffmaid Put me to work im sure someone needs a spit shine 😆 🤣
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2021.12.07 18:46 Squid035 I put on my skin maaassk..
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2021.12.07 18:46 Sahinylmz brauche jemanden der cocktributes macht ‼️mxrco7473 auf insta schreiben
2021.12.07 18:46 GliciousZ Are these eggs in my tank?
2021.12.07 18:46 HerSeyeRezAlanAdam Geceleyin KGB bir baskadır...
Kimisi bi konu hakkında yardım ister, kimisi aradığın milfin ismini. Kimi insan dertlerini anlatır, gün içinde yaşadığı olayları anlatır. Sohbet muhabber başlar. Orospu cocuklarının sayısı azalır çünkü yarın okula gitmesi için erken kalkması gerekir.
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2021.12.07 18:46 TTVBlueGlass What if the cryptoterrestrials aliens are actually cats?
What if cats are actually more intelligent than human beings but they are also somewhat "over-evolved" in that they can easily fulfill their survival needs in virtually any environment, so they never really had the evolutionary pressures to evolve speech hardware nor the motivation to use tools or develop technology or agriculture, because their life is to just eat some insects and chill in the sun for 12 hours and ponder philosophical and scientific stuff, and it gave them a lot of time to recognise that one day the sun will die and its death will mean the end of all life on earth, so they have to one day leave Earth and take to space... However due to the aforementioned reasons they also don't really want to do it themselves and realise they have useless little paws that cannot do fine motor stuff or use tools effectively and are way better just for clawing, so they see this homo sapiens species, bright up and comers and think hey they seem like they can get some rockets built. Ever since then, since they are naturally smarter than us, they just let us advance at our own pace and secretly create their own technologies outside, in hidden bases. Right now they already know how to make Tic Tacs and could potentially escape into space but they know that's only a temporary solution unless they get humans to bring the whole biosphere and set up new habitats where cats can simply go back to laying around and catching insects and rodents and stuff. This is why there is gradual disclosure, so we can get used to the idea of living in space etc, but they will never reveal cats involvement, as even the highest level government officials don't know, they just think they are interacting with aliens that are slowly handing them technological advances, really it is the cats who are doing all the work.
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2021.12.07 18:46 killingmemesoftly What would his poormistress say if she could see him now! SPEW
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2021.12.07 18:46 Brambie030 Looking for pokerus
2021.12.07 18:46 mijodo9 Which countries televise their selections in concert/festival settings?
I know Meoldifestivalen in Sweden and Sanremo in Italy. What are some other countries that televise competitions/festivals to select their Eurovision artists? I need more to watch!
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2021.12.07 18:46 TheWednesdayProject This made my day.
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2021.12.07 18:46 spinlesspotato Chapped lips make playing impossible.
I’ve had pretty badly chapped lips for the past week, so I took a couple days off of playing. My lips were doing better so I tried playing yesterday, and I can’t seem to make any sound at all. Buzzing my lips is nearly impossible, and I can only squeak out one or two notes when I can manage to make a sound. Does anyone know what might be the problem, and how I can fix it? Thanks in advance.
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