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Being yourself

2022.01.21 18:17 NotTheStatusQuo Being yourself

I was just watching a video mentioned in another post (I considered just posting a comment but I didn't want to derail that so I made my own, I hope he/she doesn't mind) and the therapist asked "what kind of person do you want to be?" The video is all about the difference between shame and guilt and the point was to motivate you into action and away from the paralyzing self-hatred of shame. But the thing is I think I like who I am. I know I have flaws and I often do things out of fear, but overall I feel like I'm a decent person worthy of love. I don't feel like someone who is supressing his personality. I don't want to talk to most people. I don't want to be social and extroverted and confident. I don't want to put myself out there, take risks and act like everyone else does or at least expects me to. The only reason any of that is on the table is because if I don't, I'll be alone forever. And that's the issue. A big part of me feels like I am broken, and not in a shameful way, in a sad way. For whatever reason, it appears as though I don't get to be myself and be happy. Who I am is incompatible with society and my only chance at ever finding anyone who will love me for who I am is to pretend to be someone else.
I get a sense from all this self-help stuff that there is nothing that's not subject to criticism and ultimately a candidate for change. From my behaviors, like isolating myself; my hobbies which just perpetuate the same; to my thoughts and feelings for inspiring all that to begin with. What is left? The walls aren't just cracked, they're completely rotted through and, in fact, the foundation is damaged and so the entire structure needs to be demolished and rebuilt into something completely different. And ok, maybe if I succeed I'll finally be happy. I sure fucking hope so. But how am I supposed to, now, in the current moment, looks at myself and feel any kind of self-love? What exactly am I pointing that love at?
I guess what I'm really trying to ask is what is supposed to be at the bottom of all this? What is supposed to be the core of me, that thing which I can hold onto without fear of it turning out to be an anchor that sinks me? Because I can't think of anything that isn't just another one of those things that would probably be better if it was otherwise.
Don't blame yourselves if this made no sense, I honestly don't even know what the fuck I'm trying to say myself...
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2022.01.21 18:17 Thatsonejuicyduck Love this response in big duncs press conference

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2022.01.21 18:17 JarinDL7 This guy had at least 1800 Bitcoins and gambled it all away

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2022.01.21 18:17 No-Design2030 1-2 million for grade reset isn't enough nor is the baseline BP gain enough

it takes 90 pips for ash to iri 1. some games you 2 pip some games you 0 pip some games you even depip but if you avg at least 1 pip a game it'll take 90 games and if those games avg 10-20 minutes that 15 hours-30-hours. thats 11,111 extra bp per game capping out once you reach iri 1. it takes roughtly 1.2m-1.5m to get a killesurvivor to level 40 for the teachable's.
there are 26 killers in the game and if you wanted to get them all to level 40 it would cost 31,200,000 BP - 39,000,000 BP
if you avg 25,000 bp per game without BBQ or offerings thats 1,248 games taking 208 hours - 416 hours JUST to reach level 40 for teachable's with all killers and thats IF you avg 25k bp a game we won't talk about the RNG based blood web where those teachable's seem to never even show up. costing you more BP just to get the perks you want.
thats ridiculous. if you stream this game for a living then this will be easy for you, but if you work 9-5 and play the game for 2 hours a day it'll take you 104 - 208 days! just to unlock all teachables for KILLERS alone. Thats not including the grade reset bonus just baseline BP gain.
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2022.01.21 18:17 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Health] - Most cases of Havana Syndrome are not caused by foreign adversary, but some cases still under investigation | FOX

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2022.01.21 18:17 Goodlip19 An unpopular opinion on post patch gameplay, a space for those uncomfortable players post patch to discuss.

Daily I come into this FIFA community thread to find that one post or simply somebody to discuss how this recent patch made us feel like utter shit. First and foremost.. I did not make use of the master switch glitch however I admit that my gameplay involved a lot of R1 + X passes going forward.
If i'm completly honest, I do not feel that R1 + X passes were a MAJOR problem before the patch. I hold my hands up and say that it was a tad too much and it needed a slight nerf. However, If I had the ability to make use of it to my own advantage, so did my opponent.
Now I feel that we are left with people spamming L1 + R1 + Triangle from the half way line, get in on goal cheaply and score. After what i've just said previously.. you'll gladly tell me "You can do it too man!". But the thing is.. me using R1 + X was not a move that 80% of the time got me in a position to score just like these pinged balls from the half way line.. but hey that's just my opinion.
Despite the changes and live tuning updates, personally my GK is fumbling a lot of easy shots which are ending up as rebounds. These did not happen that so often before the patch. They fixed a lot with regards to goalkeeping. At least i'm no longer conceding first post shots that much.
Lastly, I felt that defending got a bit easier. Personally, i'm feeling my defenders much more active defensively. They are putting in tackles which are automatic and for sure before the patch they were not being done. I think that it is a doubled edged sword in the sense that some of my defenders are auto defending tackled which should not be done however they have improved a lot in other cases of the match.
This is not a rant and neither having a go at anyone. I just felt that there needs to be a post were people who are currently stuck in this current meta to voice their own opinions and to not be afraid of doing it since there is a lot of posts of post patch appraisals rather than bad post patch reviews.
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2022.01.21 18:17 Jefthecyclist Sacramento Bee Price Increase

I recently got an email from the Bee notifying me my online subscription was going from 19.99/month to 25.56/week. I understand prices go up but a 5× increase is outrageous to me. I can buy the paper at the dollar store for 30/month. Has anyone else received an email from the Bee telling them of the same price increase? Or similar
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2022.01.21 18:17 kznas Can a person be resistant to addiction meds?

So I got my wisdom tooth out yesterday. The doctor gave valium as a sedation & there were 5 other patients he was operating on at the same time. Everybody was drowsy but my anxiety was still there. And I got endone for the pain & it didn't help much. Panadol & ibuprofen are the only thing that works for me. I have never used Addiction meds before.
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2022.01.21 18:17 gasolinemustard anyone know if amazon is reliable for buying squishmallows?

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2022.01.21 18:17 Marksfik Apache Flink 1.14.3 Release Announcement

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2022.01.21 18:17 VagVandalizer69 What are our thoughts on this year’s RBs vs Travis Etienne?

I have the first overall pick in a 12 team superflex league. My RB position is definitely my weakest. Should I take an RB at 1, or should I try to position myself to make some trades and get Travis Etienne? I’ve only continued to hear how weak this year’s RB class is, and it has me worried.
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2022.01.21 18:17 SuperOwnah Meatspace Art Magazine, a student-run art magazine at SJSU, is seeking spring staff members from all majors and art styles. The pieces will be collected into a print magazine at the end of the semester. This is a great opportunity to meet other artists and make some highly-polished personal work.

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2022.01.21 18:17 2mh4 2022 college/gaming setup

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2022.01.21 18:17 Marcio_Suarez Polkacity Livestream with Cryptoforland and friends. POLC giveaway | Fun | QA Hangout Date: Friday 1/22/22 What Time? 1PM PST 4PM EST 9PM UTC See you there 👇

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2022.01.21 18:17 Guiiisard Everyone should play Cain and abuse meta as much as you can

Weeks ago I wrote a post about too much cains in 5* lobby, link is here:https://www.reddit.com/HuntShowdown/comments/rx018everyone_is_playing_cain_in_5_lobby/
These two days I finally had time to play hunt again. I was surprised to find that almost half of the people in every game were playing Cain, I was still complaining at first, but gradually I found that I got used to it, like in CSGO, you are always fighting enemies who look exactly the same.
And guess what? I also started to play cain, I'm not only play cain, I also use dual wield conversion with FMJ, and then pair it with Sparks Sniper.
For me the game changed instantly, like they say "Nobody owes your a playstyle", I don't have to push compound anymore, I don't have to get bounty anymore, after all I haven't prestiged in a long time, I am not short of money, I just sat a few hundred meters away, sniping others with my friends, the game changed completely, no one can counter me except for people who play sniping like me.
Hunt is enjoyable again for me, i'm weak, i can't beat the meta, i join the meta.
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2022.01.21 18:17 spookycafe Explaining wave function collapse algorithm to an amateur

I've been trying to work in a personal project using this technique but I'm pretty much a newbie on Unity. I don't even understand how to use it on the engine -is it a plugin or a code I have to make on C#? If someone has the patience to explain the algorithm to me, I'd be very thankful. Sorry if it's a dumb question!
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2022.01.21 18:17 ibrakeforsquirrels58 NiniVaggi Tweets

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2022.01.21 18:17 Mindless_Opposite_41 opticals smell of fear

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2022.01.21 18:17 sweetsanityx3 Fresh History Lesson contract! egg-stop

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2022.01.21 18:17 DeliciousBee3795 looking for a java server or someone to play with :)

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2022.01.21 18:17 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Opinion] - Progressives are re-segregating American institutions under the guise of 'racial equity' | FOX

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2022.01.21 18:17 jacojuan2809 Best strategy ever, thank me later :)

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This is a 3x as min per year. Remember thats is very early yet and the currencys Will keep pumping and dumping as more people get into it , only 4-6 % in the earth use cryptocurrency. and probably beetweenn 4-6 years we won't see any price stabilitations i also only choose known currencys or some with such potencial as vechain, cardano, solana, xrp, ethereum or bitcoin.
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2022.01.21 18:17 TherapyThrowawayC When does a stock get delisted? There a number of reasons that can cause a stock to be delisted. The Nasdaq has three primary requirements to stay in compliance:

Share price of at least $1.
A total of at least 400 shareholders.
Shareholders' equity valued at $10 million or a market value of at least $50 million or total assets and total revenue of at least $50 million each.
Anyone can comment on point 2 and 3 and tell me if we are in compliance or not?
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2022.01.21 18:17 WrenchWanderer Question about ramifications of Halo Infinite’s campaign (SPOILERS)

So in the campaign, we see that Cortana destroyed Doisac. Since the Brutes are a species that only allows males to be fighting, and we only see males in the games, what is the current status of the females?
Do the brutes have colonies or any other planets or places where their people live, or was Doisac the only “home” they had? If there are no other colonies, would that mean all the brute women were killed by Cortana? If they were, is this generation of Jiralhanae the last there will be?
Or maybe there are cylixes on Zeta Halo with female Jiralhanae that could aid in stopping the brutes from going extinct?
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2022.01.21 18:17 Bonus1Fact How ESG Scores Could Hurt You, but State and Local Action Can Stop Them

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